Seven Months on Testosterone

I still feel like I’m living two parallel realities–one says I look more like a guy every day, yay belly hair and defined shoulder muscles. The other parallel voice says I look too much like a woman to ever pass, it’s hopeless, it’ll never happen, wallow in despair. These two perspectives exist in my head at the same exact time.

Five Months on Testosterone

Five months on testosterone today. I love this stuff. It’s been a hard month for other reasons, but it feels really good to look in the mirror and increasingly see myself.